I was looking through my archives of songs just now and saw our song. I realised I hadn't played it since you left. Rather, I realised I was afraid to play it, lest it brought back disappointment and hurt.

At this moment, images of me typing a "hi", then deleting it and then closing the conversation window altogether during the times you came online starting flashing. Maybe it was harder for me to let go than I thought. Silly me!