There's this feeling of "buay song" -ness in me. There are simply too many things that irritate me nowadays.

My life is like rojak. Totally messed up. I feel like I'm losing myself.

Cruelties of life forced me to grow up. Mentally. I hate facing reality. Really. Life is not a bed of roses, I know. Life is full of ups and downs, I know. There are pple who will hurt you, especially close ones, I know. I am prepared for this world. But it still sucked when reality shows me how REAL such cruelties are.

Get those claws away from me! Stop polluting my mind! Quit playing mind games with me!

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.....

I can't take it anymore.

I'm blacking out.